Last night we went out to a kind of cabaret-show with my boyfriend and two of my best friends, a male and a female one. All of them had a good time but me. The problem was not the show, which I quite liked it but I was so anxious because my boyfriend doesn’t quite fit with my friends – even if they don’t admit it, I think they just tolerate him but they are so kind to tell me – and I was in the middle between them and him.
I behave different when I’m with my friends than when I’m with him and I couldn’t find a way to behave last night. Furthermore a friend couldn’t stop showing to me nice guys in the place, something that made me feel extremely uncomfortable. I know he didn’t do it in purpose but only because he is so spontaneous. My boyfriend didn’t tell me anything because he is not that type of guy but I am afraid that he thought, “Imagine if I am not present what happens there…”. ‘Cause he hasn’t heard the best of rumors about me for the period before we met. And although I’ve been faithful to him as long as we’re together, these rumors aren’t far from truth.
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I will be introducing my boyfriend to my friends here in a few weeks. I think they will get along, but they are from "different worlds," you might say.
Maybe you and your boyfriend need to meet a new set of friends that both of you fit in with?
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