After an 8 months relationship, the things that make me sad are unfortunately more than the things that make me happy. I feel free only when I’m with my friends and not with him. But I can’t do what I want even then. I can’t go to a gay bar, for example without him. It’s a kind of “unspoken agreement” that we have made. But I’m not myself when I’m with him. And if I show him myself we’ll probably break up. It may sound silly but we have also arranged an Easter-trip together, which we have already paid for and it adds to my nervousness.
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